Life as an old soul

I had a conversation with an astrologer the other day. She took a look at my chart and was quite intrigued.  Apparently I am a very old soul. So old that she says this may be my last lifetime here on earth.  She says, humans need to experience all possibilities in their lifetimes on earth. And I guess I already have. And this lifetime is tying up of loose ends. The chart was the same or similar to that which I had done about 10 years ago by another astrologer. She had never seen one like mine and was also highly intrigued, and told me that I was extremely spiritual based. This astrologer said I am in spiritual balance, the place we all strive to get to. Interesting.

Now, I really don't know about this, but it makes me relax a bit, and be just that much more at peace. Maybe I cannot correct the challenges of this country. But maybe I don't have to. Maybe the  financial struggles I end up in periodically have a higher meaning, just something I need to go through and to be at peace with. And maybe the frustration that I am not getting to where I want to be fast enough is for naught. When you think of life happenings in this higher thought that maybe there is a reason I don't know about, it takes the pressure off of that wanting, trying frustration.

I guess any thought that takes me out of myself as the sole creator of my life, also takes away a measure of self-blame, because I haven't gotten everything that I want. When thinking that there are others in this world that have a say in my life--that is so much higher than me, it helps me to relax and go with the flow. And if this is inaccurate, hey, it helped me to be a bit more at peace, so that's always a good thing!

I found this at: http://searchwarp.com/swa74654.htm

The key signs of an old soul

.· Giving and caring often putting others first--animals, yes; people not so much

· Had a difficult romantic life often with much pain and disappointment-yes

· More than likely had a soulmate relationship-yes

· Things just seem to happen to you and around you, often becoming very dramatic through the seemingly extreme reactions of others-sometimes

· Events repeat themselves--same frustrations through my life, yes.

· Have trouble connecting with your family--yes, some. We not very close

· Somehow know you're different--understatement!

· Have some psychic intuition and 'just knowing' things-definately

· Find that you have deeper emotions and passions than most people--Maybe, I'd say different passions more than deeper passions, as I really don't know how deep passions run in others.

· People have extreme reactions to you - some just adore you and some seem to really dislike you yet you behave the same to everyone--adore? I don't think so. dislike,  yes.

· Have an inner creative passion-yes

· Suffer lots of jealousy-nope, I"m very much non-competitive.

· Often perceived wrongly--I use the excuse, "I didn't do anything wrong...", but I think it's just an excuse, or maybe denial?

· Feel your don't have much free will, like your life is being controlled by some outside force--Well, who doesn't want to  blame others and things!

· Often feel 'stuck' like events just keep on happening to you time after time--I do seem to travel in familiar circles with different people/circumstances.